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After collecting rock albums, books and rock magazines for over forty years it's about time to open up the archives and put some of my favorite music on the big net. The music here is intended for review purposes only and is not a substitute for the original record company product. Please contact us directly regarding the removal of any potentially infringing material. READERS: Please use us as a buyer's guide and support the artists.

San Francisco City Trip

Music Posted on 8 October 2023 22:44

Here’ s the complete Try-Out concert of Her Majesty at the ZinIn Theatre in Nijverdal on sept. 30th, 2023. Click on the ZinIn logo for the video. Theme of the show was the music from San Francisco/West Coast of the late 60’s & early 70’s. The spoken words are in dutch, sorry! Featuring music of The Grateful Dead, Jefferson Airplane, Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young, Steve Miller, Steppenwolf and a whole lot more. Enjoy the show !

Click on the ZinIn logo for the video.



Jefferson Starship Live at the Lakei

Music Posted on 2 February 2021 16:17

In the mailbox today: 2 Grateful Dead items. A jigsaw puzzle of the AoxomoxoA cover and the 7″ single ‘One More Saturdaynight/Bertha’. Bought on the dutch eBay called Marktplaats.

The seller also included a photo of two heroes of mine: Paul Kantner and David Freiberg (live, 2012, NL). Thanks Hans.

The complete concert can be found at the Internet Archive.

 Jefferson Starship
Live at De Lakei, Helmond (NL) on 2012-10-26

1.Somebody To Love
2.Sunrise–>Have You Seen The Saucers?
3.Let’s Get Together
4.Wooden Ships
5.Fresh Air
6.Miracles
7.Crown Of Creation
8.Count On Me
9.Lawman
10.Ballad Of You & Me & Pooneil
11.White Rabbit
12.Volunteers



All my happiness is gone

Uncategorised Posted on 23 July 2020 23:29

A good Facebook friend (thanks CJ) got me listening to this song. At first hearing i was surprised by the intro (2 min.), by the outro, and by the pleasant bass-guitar line. I gave a ‘thumbs-up’. But the lyrics kept playing in my head and i had to listen again, again, and again. This is such an intriguing song. It has a pleasant melody but the words are haunting.

“All my happiness is gone It’s all gone somewhere beyond All my happiness is gone”.

I changed my Facebook ‘thumbs-up’ to a ‘Wonderful’ because the song has so much layers. It’s disturbing, pleasant, sad, melancholy, it’s a suicide note. Each note aches with sorrow and resolve and i kept listening over and over.

Reading the YouTube comments i found out that Dave Berman ended his life shortly after finishing this album. This beautiful album ‘Purple Mountains’ was released on July 12, 2019. Nearly five weeks after the album’s release the poet, just 52 years, was found dead at his appartment.

The words and music will always be there!

Friends are warmer than gold when you’re old
And keeping them is harder than you might suppose
Lately, I tend to make strangers wherever I go
Some of them were once people I was happy to know

Mounting mileage on the dash
Double darkness falling fast
I keep stressing, pressing on
Way deep down at some substratum
Feels like something really wrong has happened
And I confess I’m barely hanging on

All my happiness is gone
All my happiness is gone
It’s all gone somewhere beyond
All my happiness is gone

Ten thousand afternoons ago
All my happiness just overflowed
That was life at first and goal to go
Me and you, and us and them
And all those people way back when
All our hardships were just yardsticks then, you know
You know

It’s not the purple hills
It’s not the silver lakes
It’s not the snowcloud shadowed interstates
It’s not the icy bike chain rain of Portland, Oregon
Where nothing’s wrong and no one’s asking
But the fear’s so strong it leaves you gasping
No way to last out here like this for long

‘Cause everywhere I go, I know
Everywhere I go,


I know All my happiness is gone
All my happiness is gone
It’s all gone somewhere beyond
All my happiness is gone